For you for me for us

I still love you and want us together, we are one and always will be and you know it too . 

I feel your pain and sadness you are covering it up with some other girl so u don’t have to face what is left after we split but I’m feeling it and sadly I’m alchemising it for us, I don’t want to feel it for both my chest hurts but I am and I want you to process your things instead of burdening me with all of it 

I wish you take your pain and process it 

Let the girl go and focus on self healing 

Please do it for you and us and maybe also for our baby son ~ he wants to be born in healthy home with healthy dad and mum dad loves, please do it for him 

I would love a baby with you 

Our home together 

And our healing centre 

We can still have it all 

I forgive you all name calling and verbal abuse 

I know it means you experienced it yourself and didn’t process your hurt so you took it all on me even tho someone else hurt you, your parents when u were little and then u repeated it with many gfs u had, going shallow bc u didn’t know any better, it was a programming u had installed 

Heal please so you can change your life and be me like god created us 

Heal so we can make our dreams come true 

Together we can do amazing things 

I know it will happen 

I know it in my heart and soul 

Things will align and our fairy tale will happen 

I want to love you and show you beautiful earthly but also soul love 

I want to witness you rising 

I know you’re changing for me 

Deep in your heart it’s to impress me 

I’m doing the same 

For you ~me~us 

I love you 

Forever 

4.3.2023 @agnilake